it happened again. a telepnone call.
wine this time.
it was good
now I am here.
wanting to write something down.

Live, in person.
we dont always make the best first impression live.
introduction.
through performance.
how important can you be – to me ?
what is that worth – to me ?
is there a cost – to me ?
live in person is an adrenaline rush
it is also the next moment's possible regret
who are you ?

I like to ask hard questions
a lot of people never answer me, although they heard the question.
the ones that make an attempt to answer are bogged down with detail
of ineffective facts.


what is normal ?

your description will be more than diverse from mine.
some incidents may match, but likely total divergence.


magnetic adhesion is what we have here
opposite poles attract. there is fusion.
out of the mass, there is another one
something like you
a few extra sparks and the world is your oyster
fly away now !
design me a life
free of label. free of bling.
touch the ground
check it out
its dirty.
lift your eyes
look at where you are
is anything true
is anything real?
the only species known to human
the one that can completely and at whim,
change the environment, within which we are living
we are not beavers, yet we build the biggest dams
we are not fish in the sea but we know how to ride it
tempest and fury
!!!
the boldest of seasons is prepared for and weathered,
we can repair anything
this is a minor set back
some people died
the neighbourhood was under water.
and you are there. Sitting in your living room.
Hmmm.

Yes. Hmmmm.

it makes me think of television.
i am on the brink of an anniversary
august 1, 1988,

- Miami Vice was just being overdone - Crockett and Tubbs
- “The Simpsons”, was a vignette on the 'Tracy Ullmann show), she was hilarious.
- as in previous publication, 'survivor and american idol' are in no way real.
- George and his Dad, finally got what they set out for, Capitulation to the Flag
without outside influence.
The United Stated of America, is not the Republic of China
Yet none of the people in either country really know what their governments are up to

most people are far too distracted to really care anyway.

I moved away from television
the house I was in had enough televisions to fill every room.
Al was a television repair man and took tv's in trade for service.
not matter the model,
most were solid state, furniture.
Heavy, and with tinny sound.

anyway, in august of 1988 I moved to Kisilano.
the yuppie zone.
no tv and on radio we heard sinead oconnor...
I carried on and to present have had access to tv,
in hours,
perhaps, a full year of the 20 without one.

it is not to say I have not heard the latest slang, saying or catch phrase.
I know what a sound bite is.
Radio is aural television.
they get their advice from CNN.

limited
obstructed
irrelevant
wishy washy

(Charlie Brown)
misdirected

-accepted-
get on with it, already

what kind of a notion ?

Kalimara !